Just then, the pre camp training schedule was delivered to me. Ahhhh, that's right, HERE'S why I came back to camp!:
Wyonegonic camp spirit is built slowly from a sense of achievement, of developing responsibility,of being a necessary part of the worthwhile whole, of delight in the outdoor beauty and closeness to nature.
Those who know me understand this is how I live my life.
Imagine finding a "real job" where your values are the root of the substance of the organization. Then imagine the values are truly reflected in all that occurs around you. Okay?
Each day this week, there was at least one reunion which would bring tears to my eyes.
Connections made at camp are unique to any environment I've seen. Most of the counselors have been campers together and have grown into this camp organism. They have somehow morphed into part of the total camp experience. They are part of the whole and make the whole. Friendships here carry history and some kind of shared experience bonding which can not compare to life outside of camp.
This connection to nature and the intimacy of such bonding friendships, I realize, is something I've been looking for at college, on the sailing team, at work, at home, in my own practice, with Grandchildren, ski kids, Viraditas, Grace, partners....the knowledge of the quality of these connections lingers inside me. It is the place from which all connections are compared. So,when I see the squeals and hugs of reunions, I know what it is about. It creates this pause in me. I have to watch and smile and enjoy the sensation of knowing.
These are the things that bring me back to camp. Wanting to give back to children in ways I was lucky enough to receive as a kid. To somehow make a difference in the littlest and kindest of ways. To watch as kids discover the wonder of nature, the self confidence acquired from being seen, and life long hobbies which add to the real stuff of life. I want to make a difference and somehow know I've contributed to the whole. That's why I'm here.
Aloha and Kiyi, Abbie
